urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns shut up, just shut up. you had me at "hello" Bri Habe &hearts; 2009-02-17T17:30:49Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:30310 2009-02-17T17:30:49Z 2009-02-17T17:30:49Z the ball is in my court now.<br /><br />she left kristen for meg. meg cheated on her and now shes realized that what we had was real &amp;&nbsp;she wants it back.<br /><br /><br /><br />i cant get hurt again. im taking as much time as i need to in order to make this decision. im not listening to what anyone has to say about it either. noone can relate to everything ive been through.<br /><br /><br /><br />oh &amp;&nbsp;im going to prom with eric. sweetest little thing ever. it'll be alot of fun &amp;&nbsp;im looking forward to it. (maybe this is why my decision is gonna be so hard to make)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />basically i just need a sign that whatever i do is for the best. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:30163 2008-12-14T21:41:42Z 2008-12-14T21:41:42Z <span style="font-size: medium">everything i write on here is a jinx so im done with it.<br /><br /><br /><br />peace.</span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:29852 2008-11-19T19:34:16Z 2008-11-19T19:34:16Z <p>to add to the last blog...<br />&nbsp;</p><p><br />i bought into the lies at least twice more after that was written. except this time it was over kristen &amp;&nbsp;not meg. now i feel like those 7 months meant less than nothing because at least meg was her first true love, kristen was just a girl. i guess i was just nothing. but yanno what? thats okay because now i know what i deserve.<br /><br />theres a new boy in my life now&nbsp;&amp;&nbsp;i know that he wont hurt me. i know he'll treat me right and he'll appreciate me the way i appreciate him. i feel like the past 9 months were just preparing me to have him in my life. because think about it. if i didnt go through all that heartbreak i wouldnt be able to treat him as well as i can treat him right now. i know what he deserves and im more than willing to give him that. he can make me laugh without saying a word, he smells like heaven, and hes got this way of saying my name that makes me want to hear him call me forever. i just hope everything works out this time. and if it doesnt... well i know that im capable of mending a broken heart. ive done it before and quite frankly i can do it again. all i need are my friends and family &amp; some hope and music to get me through and i have everything i need.<br /><br /><br /><br />so maybe it was a waste of 7 months but then again maybe it was my stepping stone to something even better.<br />&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:29548 2008-11-02T20:00:34Z 2008-11-02T20:00:34Z basically i was played for 7 months into thinking that it would last when in all reality i was a placeholder until meg came back.<br /><br />im tired of stupid mind games that i buy into. im done with them and im done with you.<br /><br /><br /><br />karma is going to bite you right in the ass &amp;&nbsp;personally i cannot wait.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:29320 2008-02-27T19:06:27Z 2008-02-27T19:06:27Z <p>02.26.08&lt;3<br /><br /><br />no, i dont care what you have to say about it.<br />im the happiest ive ever been&lt;3<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i love you baby&lt;3</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:28942 2008-02-24T13:42:48Z 2008-02-24T13:42:48Z &nbsp;youre turning into everything i hate.<br /><br /><br />i never thought id see the day where you would like a typical guy. youve always had a genuine quality to you and now youre throwing that all away and being someone i dont wanna be around. its killing me. wheres the guy i met 2 years ago? i dont understand how you dont see what youre doing to yourself. please dont change into someone you just arent.<br /><br /><br />youre killing me. you really are.<br />i want my best friend back.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />p.s.- you can say im overreacting all youd like. but deep down you know something isnt right. if this is the person you'd like to be, then fine. but this will be the&nbsp;last time i cry myself to sleep over it.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />"be careful who you pretend to be.<br />id hate it if you forgot who you are." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:28675 2008-02-22T18:05:08Z 2008-02-22T18:05:08Z <p><strong><font size="7"><strike>im falling way to fast</strike><br /></font></strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><em>and i know you wont be there to catch me.. even if you say you will.</em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:27985 2008-01-20T22:48:52Z 2008-01-20T22:48:52Z <p><strong><font size="7">i <font color="#99ccff">love</font> the person ive become.<br /><br /><br /></font><font size="4">and i <font color="#99ccff">love</font> the people who <font color="#99ccff">love</font> the person ive become.</font></strong></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:27760 2008-01-11T01:44:03Z 2008-01-11T01:44:03Z <strong><font color="#cc99ff">&nbsp;life is wonderful.</font></strong><br /><br />ive weeded out all the people that are just <strong><font color="#cc99ff">bad energy</font></strong> in my life and it left about <strong>4 </strong>people; two of which i can trust with my life. and yanno what? <strong>that is completely fine with me.</strong><br /><br /><br /><br />i have the two <strong>best friends</strong> anyone can ask for. i know for a fact theyd do <font color="#cc99ff">anything</font> for me and they know that they mean the world to me.<br /><br /><br /><strong><font color="#cc99ff">Alissa Kelman</font></strong> &amp; <strong><font color="#cc99ff"><u>Brian Lesser</u></font></strong>- <strong>Thank You</strong> for being <u>everything</u> to me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:27605 2007-12-29T02:17:29Z 2007-12-29T02:17:29Z &nbsp;So the holidays are over with.. now all i need to do is <strong>party</strong> my little toosh off on new years eve :D<br /><br /><br /><strong><font color="#993366">so christmas was wonderful this year.</font></strong>&nbsp;<br /><br /><u><strong>Christmas eve</strong></u> i went to my grandmas with my family like usual. im really <u>grateful</u> for all of them. they never miss a chance to make me <font color="#993366">smile</font> and i love them all to death; even if i rarely show it. I got to see my cousin <strong>Kate</strong> who i havent seen since last year so it was really nice to catch up with her and its great thats shes still the insane cousin she always has been. i missed her alot. We opened presents at around 11 pm which is pretty early for my family (but i guess since my <u>grandpa</u> passed away family gatherings run short). My aunt bought me the most amazing <strong><font color="#993366">pearl</font></strong> set with earrings, a bracelet, and a gorgeous necklace that i havent taken off. Overall it was a <u>great</u> night.<br /><br /><strong><u>Christmas day</u></strong> i was up by 730 and opening presents. Mostly clothes, gift cards, and such were found. At around 730 <strong><font color="#993366">Brian</font></strong> came over. I cannot stress enough how <strong>great</strong> it is that we're still friends. We watched Harry Potter and talked most of the time, which was nice because we had <u>so</u> much to catch up on. He's still the <strong><font color="#993366">amazing</font></strong> person i met 2 years ago and i thank god that i can still be myself around him even after <u>all this time.</u> he's truely one of my <strong><font color="#993366">best</font></strong> friends and i couldnt ask for anything more. He's a really <strong><font color="#993366">amazing</font></strong> person.<br /><br />so that was my holiday. I hope everyone had a good one and ill see you all again on the <strike>2nd</strike> :]<br /><br /><br /><strong><font color="#993366">Love Always,</font></strong><br />Bri Habe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:27270 2007-12-20T21:43:13Z 2007-12-20T21:43:13Z it seems like&nbsp;last year all i wanted was to make <strong>everyone</strong>&nbsp;happy.<br /><br /><br />i guess its time to start thinking about <strong>myself</strong>.<br /><br /><br /><strong><font color="#993366">because in the end, all youre going to have is yourself.</font></strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />&nbsp;Merry Almost Christmas&lt;3 :] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:27073 2007-12-15T19:56:37Z 2007-12-15T19:56:37Z <p>Carry on home,<br /><strong>I'll be waiting miles and miles away,</strong><br />leaving you to be forever seventeen,<br />cleaning up the messes that you've made.<br /><br /><br /><br />&lt;3<br /><br />"ill be forever grateful to this and you"</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:26722 2007-12-09T18:07:48Z 2007-12-09T18:07:48Z &nbsp;christmas is right around the corner.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />and i cant seem to get excited about it. its just not the same as it used to be.<br />i wish i could go back in time about 4 years ago.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />&lt;3 Happy Holidays urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:26540 2007-11-25T13:31:30Z 2007-11-25T13:32:09Z hahhaha i have to vent about this one!<br /><br /><br /><br />okay so my ex boyfriends (andrew) best friend (josh) is going out with andrew's other ex (tamra) hahahah. sorry.<br />okay so josh hates me cause i broke up with andrew and hes been saying a bunch of shit to him about me thats not true.<br />&amp;&nbsp;i hate his girlfriend with a passion.. i worked with her over the summer and shes pretty much a cunt and a half. so anyway.. i was on josh's myspace today and i found this and ive been laughing HYSTERICALLY for about 10 minutes now... all the fucked up parts i will bold and then explain at the bottom...<br /><br /><br />Hey <strong>ya'll</strong>, it's tamra today November 20th at 12:05 am i am in <strong>deep true love</strong> with joshua steven galick. he means the most to me. he is my life, my world, my everything. I love him and i always will. no other girl will get in the way of us. yes we may fight and have rough times but still our feelings just get stronger. since september 12th when he asked me out i was extremly happy and <strong>three days later when i heard "i love you"</strong> come out of his mouth i just froze. because <strong>if you relize you love someone within three days then it must be special</strong>. <strong><em><u>I LOVE JOSH</u>&nbsp;<br /><br /></em></strong><br /><br />hahahahahaahh! are you kidding me?! heres what irked me.<br /><br />1. ya'll? okay you live in new jersey! you dont say ya'll!<br />2. deep true love? can we say a load of bullshit? cause i sure can.<br />3. this ones good... THREE DAYS LATER WHEN I HEARD "I LOVE YOU"... 3 DAYS?!?!?! 3 DAYS! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?<br />4.and my personal favorite.. "if you realize you love someone within three days then it must be special" <u>OR NOT LOVE AT ALL!!! </u>okay.. first of all.. three days? come the fuck on! how do you even get to know a&nbsp;person in 3 days?! you dont! expecially if you MET OVER MYSPACE! and its not love within three days! these people dont know wtf love is! if you really think you can fall in love in 3 days then youre crazy.. ive been in love and you better believe it wasnt in 3 days.. come on now.. yes maybe you really like eachother a lot but love is the strongest word in the human language.. and it takes longer then 3 days to conquer it.<br /><br /><br /><br />well thats all since im laughing so hard im crying. just needed to get that out there urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:26155 2007-11-24T22:55:02Z 2007-11-24T22:55:02Z man i havent wrote in here in a very long time.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />my life is great. i hang out with people i know i can trust and i can be myself around and thats one of the reasons i am so happy. its nice to be able to show who i really am without people judging me. im so happy about that.<br /><br /><br />i realized on thanksgiving that i really do love my family. i mean as much as we fight theyre always there.<br /><br /><br /><br />hmm.. i dont think theres much more i can write here except life is really looking up and i hope it continues.<br /><br /><br />&lt;3 bri urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:25903 2007-07-15T00:58:47Z 2007-07-15T00:58:47Z <strong>apparently "im a stupid fugly whore" and someone "agreed 100%"</strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />sounds good.<br />shit happens.<br />im perfectly content with myself<br />and thats all the matters.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh &amp; i love alissa kelman.&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:25624 2007-06-11T00:19:33Z 2007-06-11T00:19:33Z all i have to say is that it <u><em><strong><font color="#99ccff">wasnt</font></strong></em></u> the same without Bud. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:25485 2007-06-08T00:14:48Z 2007-06-08T00:15:30Z Daniel Sodano&lt;3 <br />six five oh' seven <br /><br /><br /><br />"i just wanna say that youre what i wish for on 11:11 twice a day, and when i wish on an eyelash. Youre what i wish for when i blow off danelions &amp; when i sneeze i hope youre the one thats thinking about me." <br /><br /><br /><br />I havent been this happy in a long time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:25172 2007-06-01T00:35:55Z 2007-06-01T00:35:55Z <p>i need to vent.<br /><br /><br /><br />tonight is just weird. i miss how life was. i miss my grandpa. i miss the way my family was. i miss the way i thought everything in life would work out.<br /><br />i want to hear my grandpas voice again, but it isnt going to happen.<br /><br />everything was different when he was here; better. my family actually got along &amp; we all were a happy family; we didnt have to act. he brought all of us together and without him, we fell apart. its that simple.<br /><br /><br />i keep telling myself that im over the death, but truthfully i cry myself to sleep at least once a week. its pathetic and i hate it. i just wish someone would understand.<br /><br /><br /><br />whens it my turn to be happy?</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:24961 2007-05-27T00:48:26Z 2007-05-27T00:48:26Z she caught me.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />yet again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:24396 2007-05-07T23:36:03Z 2007-05-07T23:36:03Z Rest In Peace<br />Agnes&lt;3 5.6.07<br /><br /><br /><br />..i lost another one. youd think id be used to it by now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:24087 2007-04-25T00:48:45Z 2007-04-26T00:14:25Z ive been to the beach everyday this week :] i love jersey<br /><br /><br /><br />4.20 marked a year that my grandpa has been dead.<br />but with every sadness there is an equal happiness.<br /><br /><br /><br />&lt;3 love urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:23973 2007-04-22T00:34:56Z 2007-04-22T00:34:56Z i like someone i shouldnt.<br /><br />reasons why i shouldnt..<br />1. I work with him <br />2. Hes above me at work (no hes not my supervisor or anything like that)<br />3. One of my best friends from work went out with him<br />4. All my friends from work hate him<br />5. He was very disrespectful in the past<br />6. Hes a sweet talker & i fall way to easily for that stuff<br /><br /><br /><br />and i dont know what to do once again.<br />i really need to stop living this kinda life. lol&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:23760 2007-04-16T15:47:53Z 2007-04-16T15:47:53Z Myrtle Beach<br />Spring Break '07<br /><br /><br />all i have to say is.. "15 more minutes!" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bri_bri_owns:23345 2007-04-06T00:26:09Z 2007-04-06T00:26:09Z <big><b>life is tough.</big></b><br />i cant wait til Myrtle Beach.